It's one of those days, my feet are up, I'm too tired to be sitting here, my brain is fried...and I keep thinking...it's getting better. I have that deep seated, inner peace that says it's going to be calm for a bit and things will move forward.
I've started a business, and I'm excited. I'm also wanting instant success and as I slow myself down and listen to those who have done it ahead of me, and the training provided for the company, I'm making decent progress. But I'm very all or nothing and I'm trying to learn to stop that cycle. Sometimes what I consider "all" is probably un-achievable and my giving up doesn't help me in any way.
I want to book two more parties for early next week and I don't really know where to look. I've about worn out all my FB friends with relentless "party posts" so it's time for some new territory....
The boys and I are at a farm in Newalla and it is amazing here. It is quiet, we milked a goat, fed big and little chickens, and the dog. We ate farm fresh, scrambled eggs for dinner and drank a cup of fresh goats milk. What a treat!! I am ready to move back to the country and start my very own farm.
Work. Nothing to say.
The boy's Dad has been around all the time. He's been helping with the boys, and I appreciate it. I miss them so much. I'm glad they came to the farm with me, however, I should be getting off here to go sleep so I get up early enough to get us all ready to go for Asher to go to school. Then I go to work. My plans of hiding on the farm Thurs - Sun got foiled by work. Bleh.
Goodnight :)
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